i think it has been a huge positive , for you ,to see why you run , so bloody slow .
weak desires get weak results .
and you got them by the bucket loads .
get down ,get wet ,and get dirty .
and the biggie ,
get real .
tredmill focusses everybody , on one fact .
no view , no flowers , no useless reason for doing it , but ,the loneliness, of you your run and your performance to self discipline , to keep you company .
you just got vto love that