Hi everyone!
It’s taken a long time for me to sit down and write my blog from IM Hawaii. I still can’t really believe the race has been run and won, and it really is all over :(. Since 2005, my first visit to Kona, and my first attempt at the Ironman World Champs, I have been dying to go back and race, and race hard! I guess you could say, my first outing in Kona left me with feelings of regret, knowing that I could have raced harder and that my inexperience on the world stage let me down. So this time, I was determined to give it my all and walk away with no regrets.
So how did it all go down??? I had an excellent swim. I exited the water with the main bunch of girls, girls who would usually be cycing down the road while I was still in the water. So I was very happy with my swim. And I thought to myself, “this is your chance, try you hardest to stay with these girls”. With excellent cyclists in this group such as Belinda, I knew this would be no easy task…. And it wasn’t. I managed to keep the girls within sight for about 30km, then I just lost it. I was struggling, and didn’t feel strong at all. But I knew I needed to regroup, focus internally, and do the best job I could out there. So while my ride wasn’t my best IM bike ride, I was happy I got through the bad patches (i.e. the last 150km hahahahaha), and FINALLY made it back to T2.
I came into transition with Desiree Ficker, but I managed to start the run before her. I was expecting her to run past me at any moment during the first 2 miles. I felt like I was crawling, and at some points, I’m sure I was. I kept reminding myself to have faith in my body, and it will come around. The first run portion is an out and back along Alii Drive, and I struggled this whole section. This is also the first opportunity to see other girls. When the motorbikes came towards me, indicating the first girl was on her way back, I was elated to see Chrissie in first place! It gave me a boost and I managed to pick it up for about 5mins, then it was back to my crawling pace. Instead of focusing on how far I had to go, I told myself to think about the next step, then the next, and to drink as much as I could at every aid station. Then I finally came to my FAVOURITE part of the run….the run up Palani. Although not long or super steep, it is about the only real hill on the run course. This is where I found my run legs. Then it was out onto the Queen K highway, the long road to the energy lab and back. It was quieter out here, not too many spectators, just yourself and the road ahead. I got into a nice rhythm, and really enjoyed pushing myself, and willing myself to go harder. The further I got into the run, the more fun I was having. I ran myself into the top ten, and I coudn’t quite believe it. With 3km to go, I was in 6th place, but I knew there was Bek Keat 1 min up the road. I said to myself, “should I go for it?” I reasoned, “6th is pretty god damn good, you came to get top 10..,” The last section on the highway is a slight incline, before you go down the descent of Palani Road. By the turn into Palani, I saw her. People were telling me there was two ahead, not just one? “Give it all you got Beck, no regrets remember”, I told myself. And that’s what I did. I ran down Palani so hard, and I could see I was closing in on Bek Keat quickly. I came up behind her, and thought “Shit, Bek’s from short course…..please don’t come with me…..I’m sure she’s got a sprint”. I ran past her as fast as I could, hoping she wouldn’t follow. I wouldn’t look back though; never, never, never look back! Instead, I kept running as hard as I could (which I’m sure wasn’t really fast, but it felt fast :)), trying to pull back Jo Lawn in fourth. But there wasn’t enough road. Alot of people say you’ve got to enjoy the finish straight along Alii Drive, but the only way I knew how to enjoy it was to keep pushing right to the finish, cause I didn’t want to wonder “what if???”.
To finish in 5th place is unbelievable. Congratulations to Chrissie for winning and becoming Ironman World Champion, what an honour. Thank you to Belinda for helping me so much throughout the year. I’m sorry she didn’t have the race we all know she is capable of, but when you put it into perspective, top ten in the world is still unreal. And Hillary, to have Hawaii be your 8th IM finish for the year is pretty unbelievable. I don’t know anyone else that could do this.
Team TBB has had a great first year, and I think it’s just the beginning……